I was speaking to a friend about my current lifestyle, and the direction that my life seems to be heading towards, and it kinda worries me, very much.

Those who knew about me would say that these cycles seem psychologically predictable, oh so predictable with all the accurate whys & hows.

These cycles that I’m putting myself through seem like Ferris wheel rides that I just refuse to get off. They do nothing for me. You just put in a token or two, get on the seat, and the Ferris wheel will take you for a ride, before coming back down to the original point.

It’s all nice & comfy sitting on that pretty seat taking a short ride, it’s not bumpy, there’re no horrible plunges that threatens to take your life, and no cloud nine highs that promise to take you to paradise.

It’s pointless, Ferris wheel ride. It doesn’t have any meaning. It is just a ride you take when you’ve had enough of these exhilarating roller coaster rides & you don’t wanna risk throwing your lunch out again. So you go for the Ferris wheel.

Maybe, maybe.

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