Black Friday

Flow of thoughts after knowing that I need to work this Saturday:

DENIAL
“Nope I think the case will be canceled & I don’t have to work / it’s just a joke / it’s not true / somebody else will replace me / patient will cancel op because patient wouldn’t wanna do the op on a Saturday because patient wants a TGIF thus I won’t need to work / doctor will cancel op because doctor wants a TGIF thus I won’t need to work …”

GRIEF
“fuck my life / I don’t wanna live anymore / I can’t believe I have to work on Saturday / my life is cursed / my life sucks / the world is unfair …”

ACCEPTANCE
“I BLOODY HOPE THE ENTIRE WORLD WILL NEED TO WORK THIS SATURDAY.”

So it’s a black Friday today.
And I’m spend my Friday night on my bed singing lullaby coaxing myself to bed at 10 so I can wake up on time tomorrow.

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