Finally, it’s my ruling year.


It’s finally here and I’m finally 24. I promised myself that I’ll live for myself this year but things are slowly breaking apart. I am trying to hold it all together, barely but trying to.

If I’m unable to, if I break apart, nobody should judge me. You are not me. And I don’t judge you.

I feel very powerless despite being my ruling year. I feel left out among all the other dragons with much more power.

Okay okay. Enough.

Happy visiting everybody. I know it’s gonna rain tomorrow because everybody has been saying so. Well let’s just hope not to get wet and everybody be safe!

Hope I won’t fall over in my stilettos and hope I will be happy. Hope family won’t pressure me with shit questions about failed relationship or my weight issues during the visits or I might just break down. I might.

They say we are not supposed to cry during cny if not it’ll signify that we’ll be crying throughout entire year. Sounds bad ain’t it. Goodness.

And I’m pretty sure I’m having PMS at this very moment. And also some dragon baby fever.

I’m gonna sleep it off.

Once again, happy lunar new year everyone.
Have fun!

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