Good For Me

Just wanna update since it’s been quite some time. Haven’t been busy just that I’ve been using the iPad way too much and it has problems with WordPress so I haven’t been logging in.

I’m currently in a good place. I seldom say that because I believe it’ll jinx the goodness away but well, fuck care with it. It’ll go away anyway. There will be highs and lows. Now is one of the mid-range.

Oh bad news, I’m terribly broke. Not kidding. I have less than $200 for the next almost 20 days. And on top of that, I have a massive amount of bills to pay. So as of today, I’m broke. And I’m negatively broke as I already borrowed like $200. But nothing is gonna stop me from buying a new bag.

As it is, I’m buying a new bag for myself. New job, new start, new chapter, NEW BAG.

I really wanted that Prada Canapa Jacquard Canvas bag and definitely would have gotten it if not for my current financial state. It’s not that expensive. Less than $1k. And it’s the perfect bag of the perfect size and the perfect amount. Ugh. BUT as for now, I can only afford the Kate Spade Anabel. BIG SIGH.

But I’m not giving up. I’m gonna get that Canapa. I AM BECAUSE I WILL. Just wait for my next pay check end of May or end of June. I WON’T GIVE UP. IT’S SOOO CHEAP AND FAB!! HOW CAN I NOT GET THAT!!!

Ohhhhh. Did you hear? I’M ON WHOPPING 1 WEEK LEAVE. FOR FREE! BEST PART. HEE! Mad happy la when the doctor gave me 4days Hospitalisation Leave for my eye infection. Best infection ever. BEST! So I’m off till Sunday. And Monday need to go for follow up again. Maybe I’ll take MC that day too. Depends.

I know I’ve been way too lazy for my own good. But I just felt this chapter of my life ending. And it kind of got draggy towards the end. Like I can’t wait for it to end, and start afresh, but it kind of have been taking far too long to end. You get what I mean? Real draggy. I hate it. I feel like I’m wasting my days away, just waiting for this chapter to come to an end. Real bad. But I have less than 2 weeks. I can’t wait to start on my new career, feeling really motivated, really enthusiastic, really young and fresh again. It’s the best feeling. Feeling the vibe in your veins. I miss it. Been a long while. These few months have been really tough for me. What with the relationship issues, the work issues, the family issues. I just can’t wait to close them off and start afresh.

Comes May I’ll be a better person. Comes May I’ll be a changed person. Comes May it’ll be a WHOLE NEW CHAPTER, with fresh new pages for me to fill up, fresh new perspective for life, new goals, A NEW ME, I hope. I don’t wanna be going round and round again in the same dead-end circle.

You can wish me luck cus I’m gonna need it.


Yay I’m the best.

Now, gonna rock my iPad and watch Friends again. I’m kind of sick in the brain but I like the same old routine :)

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