Totally Expected

Yup yup. Menses late. Again. Forever. Always. LATE! Damn it! This is so expected of it la! Every month, same thing, no improvements, especially when I need it the most. I regret not taking the pill to stop it. Now, it’s too late. Just gotta wait and wait and wait for the stupid damn thing.

And also, mood not improving too. Getting worse in fact. It’s like constipation. Gosh.

I’m actually on leave already but I don’t feel it. I don’t feel the joy, the excitement, the grandiose happiness I should be feeling. And I blame it on the menses. Just hoping that I’ll be better when it does come.

Oh long-awaited leave. I can’t wait to embrace you and soak in your joy but I can’t. I’m just not feeling it right. Something is wrong with me.

And I’m getting so short tempered something is bound to happen soon. It’s like I’m snapping off for every little thing. Every. I don’t give a chance at all. And then I’ll apologise later for it which of course, only works half the time. Damn I’m giving such a bad attitude. I wish there’s a pill that I can take. Some kind of happy pill but not as strong as Prozac which is bound to get me all hype up.

Anyway, happy dining tonight.

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