Crap On

Overwhelmed by the disappointment and sadness (and hormones), I went crazy and requested that he come down immediately to get his present. Which he did. And there goes the stupid birthday gift surprise at the wrong place and wrong time. This is shit.

I couldn’t have been more wrong. Seriously I fucked up. I screwed up the entire plan!

But what’s done, is done. There’s nothing I can do to turn back time. And ultimately, he love the present which is most important. And that I really need to learn how to get a grip on my emotions. Spilling it all over the place sucks.

And it became like a sad event instead of a joyful one which it supposed to be! Damn. But well, I got to learn to let go of such tiny details and stop being a perfectionist. Drop it, alright?

Now gonna get some sleep. Ahhh. I don’t feel good. Not at all.

3 more days. Kiv 2.
That’s gotta bring me some joy.

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